Why

Where does one begin a blog post when one hasn't blogged in two months? I didn't intend to stop blogging. I think one day just melted into another day. After awhile, I had too much to say. So I just didn't say it.

Why did I stop? I think there's a myriad of reasons. In no particular order, I'll attempt to list most of them:

I stopped because I read a non-baby-loss blog that pissed me off to no end.

I stopped because I just didn't have it in me to read anything anymore. I decided it wasn't particularly fair to write but never support another blogger.

I stopped because I never seemed to write anything positive.

I stopped because my computer caught a nasty virus.

I stopped because I felt hurt by other bloggers.

I stopped because I was depressed and writing didn't heal me.

I stopped because blogging can be so time consuming.

I stopped because it was summer.

I stopped because my living children started a new school year.

I stopped because I was tired.

Tomorrow I will try to write about why I kind-of-sort-of want to start again. Thank you for sticking with me.